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Ish. Cld it be cos of things in my head right now? Feels weird when u shd be looking forward to some happiness yet it made u feel that ur just heading towards some sorrow or mishaps. Probably it's just cos of the java chip frappe i had today. How?

The week's been real packed and cld not thank more for the back to back activities. Hope i cld cope and manage well in the coming weeks. Weds to be put aside for weekly ABT sessions with Bff. Totally forgotten how torturing they cld get. Was alr perspiring in the fully aircon blown room just aft a 15min warm-up. Gasps! Missed those steps learnt from kickboxing though. It was luckily still easy peasy for me. Heh. Macam betul. Already looking forward to next session.

Alhamdulillah our first kuliah started last nite. I felt that I was the luckiest in the whole wide world to have someone cared so much to the extend of arranging for a course tog. In Shaa Allah. For a better future and for a much better prep, we will learn tog. Lapangkan dada dulu ye. It has got to be a memorable 1st lesson too cos we took the wrong bus and had to walk in the end. Yet, everything seemed to be in control still. Alhamdulillah. Glad that I saw a familiar face. Can't help to think that my parents wld have been so thankful of him for being able to guide me this far. And of cos more to come! And somehow I believe it cld be due to their nvr ending doa. Parents wld only doa the bestest for their children.

Finally met my busmate for a brisk walk at brickland! Aft failed meet up plans since xmas mind you! And didn't realise we have walked and walked till almost 1.5hrs. No wonder legs began to ache. It was a great catch-up too. Hope to be able to keep to this regime for at least the next 10 weeks and to lose some. But the intake still the same so... Hee.

Aaah now the tummy's growling. How? Shd force myself to zonk out cos gotta sloth tmr halfday. Weird. Looking forward to sunday but it just gonna mean wkend will be over soon? Let's not worry abt things that has not happened. Right? Sometimes i think abt things too much when they turn out to be just fine in the end and that i had worried for nothing. Hope it'd be the same for you. Let's doa instead than to think and think and think and think and think. Ok let's slp! Or i wld scare the girls with my panda eyes tmr!