10/365

 Bismillah.

Took me this long to actually start the entry for 2025.

Wanted to give it much thought, should I put down my resolutions? Should I try to accept what’s done in the past year? Wouldn’t want to start a whole new chapter with negativity right? But we have to start somewhere. Ultimately.

School’s been a blur. Me and him trying to adjust to his new level of maturity, independence and change of academic demands. Still a blur up to this point but have to say we’re getting there. Hopefully. It will only gets better.

Going into the new year is no longer about fireworks. Been chatting with closed ones instead and hearing the sounds from the fireworks all over the island. Honestly, it feels a little scary entering the unknown yet again.

What I’ve learnt and still learning, we lose people all the time. Like it or not. At this age, I still find it tough to accept certain losses when I should know so well that people come and go. A day, few mths, years. Haiz. Some people just come into your life to teach you how to let go. I’m guessing I need to retake the lessons is it? Haha. Kalo da go tu jangan masuk balik pls. Cos I’m easily confused.

Okla enough of heavy breathing eh (cos of the sighing all the waaaaaay through the paragraph). Let’s take it slow and treasure and be more appreciative.

Like this pretty sight that’s so nearby. Feels so blessed that this is just a stone throw away. Macam kalo stress bole je walk over. Tapi nak walk over je da malas. Okla naik bus also can. 

And this pretty pretty flowers near the parents’. I realised so many roadside flowers are beautiful and they deserve more appreciation.