Nak puke

 

Our Sunday routine got disrupted cos the boy’s down with bad flu and mild fever. Went to see the doc after bf then bro dropped by to give ytf. Got ready and waited for him to go to parents’. Then he decided to bring them to expo. Eh not before heading to my place again to pass the boys dinner. Got stuck at the petrol station for a bit then when reached had to just had to bertembung eh. That’s like the 2nd time in my life ever to have to face head on. I was at my worst sloppiness but I don’t care. I just don’t want to deal or glance at him. And looking at what’s in front, how thankful I am on Allah’s plans. Alhamdulillah. Yes not the first time I felt this way. Like I truly know the feeling of why you cannot get what you want (but then again prolly not I really wanted anyways). And no pavlova could save my Sunday.

Glad that I spent time with the fam though with no less drama as usual. Now just hoping he’s gonna get better before his next exam. Bismillah.