End of term 3

 Alhamdulillah. Term 3 has come to an end. 

Mixed feelings plus that flurry fleeting touch. Urgh.

Wondering if there’s any readers here at all but I chose to believe that I’m my own avid reader of my posts. Because truth is, I’m bad at remembering stuff. Dates, memories, events, shopped items. So I would regularly check back my archive posts then all the flashbacks came through. Haha hopeless. 

Being human, it just cannot stopped you from minding about what others perceive of you. Like am I an open book? Or am I very nerd blur the first time you met me? Am I that obvious? Obvious sangat kot until at msg also you can read me clearly. 

Decades. It’s been almost a decade of being a mom. Means almost a decade I left the workforce. While I missed interactions with the students and Profs especially, I know I could not cope juggling both work and home at the same time. Just give me that long service award already (of being a momster). 😁

Definitely I’ve lost touch. But the son still asked how is it I could type real fast on the lappie. Life’s been much of a routine except for that occasional ‘surprises’ that got to your heart faster than usual. Oh no, is it I should go back to my safe zone and stay low for a while. Need to recharge and reset from all the distractions. But can I be fully recharged by then? 

Not sure what kinda entry this is but one without any photos or pictures. A boring one perhaps. But one that says I’m trying to sort my feelings and thoughts and I think I could not take anyone new at the moment. It’d be a little too much for me to take and go through.