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Week has been so so tiring.

But hey it’s gonna be a short week, Insha Allah!

Gonna turn in early cos having a flu since yesterday.

But still! 

Baked bread pudding with the expired bread.

Topped with the bestie’s swiss chocs.

Also made tahu terbalik for lunch. 

I know right? So rajin. 

bff passed me these before our visit to hospital. 🥹

She cried looking at gf. 

Love

 No wonder I really felt that there’s no more space for new people in my life. Yeah. But I do meet new people still. And it’s really on me to allow how deep they can be part of my story. And untuk yang penipu and attention seeker tu tak perlu la eh. Keep yourself busy je being in the front so that you could be noticed by many. Harap hajat tersampai. 

Finally got this cheapest from the bookstore. So many accessories included and so cute please.

Been really busy 🐝 having back to back appointments. And last night was rather last minute plan to squeeze for a meet-up. We last met back in Jan for movie. No matter the time apart, they’re always near in my heart.

Look at the love I received. From Swiss and also the other bought same cookies as me. Great minds think alike, indeed. So much to be grateful for. 35 years of friendship and of braving through life together.

And the not so lil boy received a cake delivery yesterday! 🥹 So Sweet la Uncle Yan and family. 

Tween

 Been a pretty long Thursday just like 11 years ago. 

Dad sent me down to the cab for the delivery of his only cucu. I guess that’s his love language. Like how mom used to ask me what I wanna eat for bf. Dad nvr really showed his love directly. But he’d make us nice drinks, send us to the lift everytime we leave his place, watch over us from his kitchen window as our cab zooms off. 🥹

And today he had to go for his nuclear med. I could only be there for him physically, cheering him on while ketuk the sis for an overpriced lunch. Tsk.

After that long wait and multiple kuar masuk the radiology rooms, rushed home, grabbed the bday balloon, some dino surprises and of course the bday cake.

I’m going to remind myself from today onwards to always always and always rely on Allah. Depend on Allah. Not gonna sweat much stuff now and leave things to Allah because He knows best. 

Wanted to get another cake but the staff had no interest to serve so decided to walk away and shop at another spot. That’s how I ended up with this cute colorful yet light cake for the boy. Alhamdulillah.

A little too much

 

Life’s been pretty too much for me to handle. Like totally not ready to face term 4 full exams. And the thought that it’s almost 11 years of motherhood. 🥹

The fact that many of the parents are having major health issues. The nitty gritty stuff that I was given to handle but I’ll do my best still to get them all done. And thinking I’ll never have the same gf back again. And I keep fighting with my own feelings at times. Feeling small, used, dumb and foolish. I could just break down right now. Burnout? Maybe. Still I have to keep going no matter what. 

May all be well soon. 

I dino why

 

To wrap up the really short school break, we celebrated his bday in advance. Hope he had a blast this week and all set to gear up for the final term. Bismillah.

Staycation, playdate and lots of presents-hunting as well as a bit of timezoned. 

Say what

What in the world?

 

Sis dragged me to a program at NLB. Thinking it’s just a sit down talk, I obliged. Apakah!!!

It’s so interactive and I was called to be part of the expert panel. Nampak sungguh tak wise ye. 

Now still otw home. Well, at least I got this cutie pouch at the end of it!

Friday’s creeping

We rested on Monday and had playdate on Tuesday.

Booked tics to Heart & Soul and it was fun! Not only that, we even dropped by ACM to check out the Let’s Play.

Besides the traditional games and other board games, they had this colouring and scanning section. 

Really appreciate all these free activities during the school break. 

Heart & Soul was so interactive. Right from the start. 

 

Wed came and pretty sure he was looking forward to this cos the dad’s AL. Not sure if we could proceed with luge cos weather’s been not so promising. But Alhamdulillah. Sun was glaring when we took the skyride. Took 3x rides on the luge and the boy had to crash. Thankfully no injury except for the poor soil. Had a brief date with him to grab his pricey new sandals today. Penaaat!

Grade start!

 One week of sch break is here! And we started off with a really last min staycay. Because we only booked the night before. Never before this impromptu.

Alhamdulillah the weather’s been really good. Was cloudy when we checked in and sunny the next day. We swam twice and the pool’s real busy this time. The bar was vibrant and there were people who came just for drinks and to chill. They also had a lifeguard this time. Friendly too!

Loves pretty hotel pools.

 Gonna be my next fave after Pan Pac. 

Shady and lotsa trees.

Such early celebration for the boy. 

When you asked the husb for a staycay he booked the city view and it was pretty especially at night. ❤️

So grateful!

Happy that I got the Monsters tshirts and the sweater. 

Checked out, went to see the gf for a bit, did laundry then whisked to a wedding dinner. 

Extremely exhausted but heart’s so full.