Gone

Too early or too much

Just gone, too soon.

It is what it is. 

Cluttered

 Why la my mind so restless today? Msg the BFF early morning to send prayers her way.

Still worrying for her at this hour although I know she’s really really strong physically and mentally. Alaaaaaaaa kan da start emo lagi. Cannot wait to see her and to know she’s alright. 😭

Then for the first time ever. Takde eh. Pergi umrah ke? MC? Or cuti? Did you majok? Or did you finally baca my writings? Alaaaaaaaaaaa.

Special appearance of the husb. I really like this emo shot by Mom. Can you see her tebal finger in the frame? And me looking slender next to the husb. Heh. 

11th

 Alhamdulillah. We turned 11 today.

Got quite a bit of FB reminders and this one made me emo. Taken by my childhood guy friend who has passed on in 2020 abruptly. 🥺 I’m glad we took pic and thankful that the husb includes him every Thursday when we recite Al-Fatihah. Writing this down already made me teary. 

“Wedding Dais of my childhood friend,schoolmate & neighbour.

Congratulation...may your marriage last till Jannah..

In Shaa Allah...

Amin Ya'Rabbal'al'amin..”

In his exact words. 😭

I believe he’s in a better place. 

Here’s what the husb wrote on his gift card to me.

My one and only Hermès.

Mom and Dad slept over and plan was to go bf date with the husb. Mom wanted to tag along but she wanted to see laut. Punya la semangat tho her leg pain. So walked we did. But we took bus back to have bf. 

This was funny. Wanted to get his anni gift. Tried at Taka but the one he wanted was unavailable. Went to Adidas outlet also don’t have. Called another MST outlet and has stocks! Thought I called Suntec but City Square eh. Out of all places on a Sunday! Took bus and mrt over and he managed to get 2 Ts. At a disct. 

Alhamdulillah. Ada Hikmah. And this lovely unexpected  customised dessert from Beyond Pancake was our dinner. ❤️

The pretty sunset greeted us on the way home. Felt so Masha Allah to be staying near this beautiful view of both the reservoir and sea. Alhamdulillah.

So grateful and thankful.