Go easy

 

Life’s been hectic. Really. 

But Alhamdulillah. It’s going to be slower pace for now I hope. Probably not for long but gonna find pockets of time to breathe deep and smell the flowers. Eh. 

Tired but not that tired then he wanted to bake them smores. Eh sedap la. 

And Alhamdulillah too for his results. Masha Allah was such a battle. May he be steadfast always in his studies. This weekend gonna be a filled one too. With parents sleeping over. Such a rush every single time. 

Is it the November rain coming? 🥹

Breather

Tried to take a breather today since the madness of last week is gone, failed. 

Still overwhelmed . 🥺

Errands after errands. I don’t know what else to do. Why am I feeling so lost? But I thought I did so well cos it’s been a week. Yet still feeling like urgh. Then the boy came out with unpleasant news. I mean it’s not everything yet but disappointing still. Feels so drained. 

But the sunset today was splashing bright. Bringing hope for tomorrow. I wish. Not sure if I’m ready for this week.

Will I ever be ready? 🥹

10 steps back

 

Overwhelmed 🫩

Berry busy

 Though it’s the long weekend and we’re still in the midst of it, woah never expect to be this busy. 

So much to do seh. I mean it was just 17 Oct then suddenly now’s 20th? Eh. Apa ni. Did I just blinked the time away?

Bought for the husb for his upcoming event. I cannot wait for this week to be over ironically. Realised I’ve never bought a tie ever before or I just couldn’t remember. But I do remember accompanying the bff to grab a tie for her all-time fave singer. 

This came in and I really do believe that what’s meant for you will come your way. It’s only a matter of time. Now he can stop repeating about merbubu to me. 

Probably the highlight of the long weekend. A brief date with sis. And the impromptu plan for her to sleepover. Been a long time.

And today’s gathering, despite the chaos, went good. Hope everything will be smooth. Glad the acik kuih2 saved the day. 

And somehow we managed to drop by. I seriously contemplated to get but still grabbed eventually. tsk also cos the back’s pink! 🩷

Like I don’t even use earpods. But let’s try to put this to good use. Gonna search for that tiny minyak angin!

Fulfilling weekend

 Alhamdulillah for a breather. Not so much of a break because we’re swarmed with hw and haven’t even start on proper revision. Eeeek. And he still needs to attend sch for two days. 

Such a pretty flower by the road. Had to pick up one and snap. 🫰

Didn’t know mom’s pasar so artsy now. Nice la.

And these cuties waiting for the rightful little hands to carry them. 🩷

Dragged the bf bestie to do this and kinda pleased to know my wedding henna still in business. This design is even more intricate than my big day’s. Not a day goes by without me thinking of the gf. She was sleepy when I visit so had to let her rest. Hope she’s a lot better the next time I see her. I know I have to trust Allah. 

Not manta-be

 

I was just enjoying my bit of a nap siap dengan drool when I saw the dm. Laaaaaaah. Da 4 days seh. Why the need to verify? Guess we’ve got not much pleasant memories together and definitely not worth reminiscing. Dari Poly to Sentosa to even NTU eh. And sekarang too? Masih ke nak teach lessons? I haven’t learned enough? Frankly, my heart wasn’t pumping triple hard when I saw your face. More like alamak dekni laaaak. And  that’s it. 

Lots to do tmr. Planned to cook nasi lemak with sambal telur burung and ayam goreng and paru. Already a mouthful to say what more do. Another part of me can’t wait to see the gf. Wishing she’d progress alot better. And how eh? Upcoming wkends already filled. 🥺

Zen

 

Wei, i really puked lei today. Tsk. Scary that what I wrote happened. But it’s been too much of late. I was down with bad flu for a week! A week tau. Till there’s abrasion near my nose cos I blew too hard. Missing the gf too cos I’m unwell to see her. Not helping that the exams are really near. And I’m gonna try again to remove you because you’re just noise and distraction. Pls help me get my routine back again. Let me be ordinary again.

Nak puke

 

Our Sunday routine got disrupted cos the boy’s down with bad flu and mild fever. Went to see the doc after bf then bro dropped by to give ytf. Got ready and waited for him to go to parents’. Then he decided to bring them to expo. Eh not before heading to my place again to pass the boys dinner. Got stuck at the petrol station for a bit then when reached had to just had to bertembung eh. That’s like the 2nd time in my life ever to have to face head on. I was at my worst sloppiness but I don’t care. I just don’t want to deal or glance at him. And looking at what’s in front, how thankful I am on Allah’s plans. Alhamdulillah. Yes not the first time I felt this way. Like I truly know the feeling of why you cannot get what you want (but then again prolly not I really wanted anyways). And no pavlova could save my Sunday.

Glad that I spent time with the fam though with no less drama as usual. Now just hoping he’s gonna get better before his next exam. Bismillah. 

Em~ocean-al

 Boy started having flu last night. Prayed hard he won’t be feverish today at least for the excursion and his tuition.

Alhamdulillah we managed to enjoy despite his hingus. 

BBM having 50% so decided to grab the towel and tee. Also saw the new pink roses so had to get it. 

Boy bought his prime using his own $.

New oceanarium was huge but still crowded. Like you gotta squeeze through to see the tanks up close.

Plenty of pics but also decided not to snap too many and enjoy the walk instead. So here’s 3 of my faves.

Looks yucky but cute at the sama time. 

Pretty eye catching. Brought our own lunch (burgers) and snack on 7e sandos. It’s our 2nd time following our RC and truly appreciate the efforts and initiatives.

Clarity

Short week but lots to do.

Tonnes of hw for him and still need to squeeze in revision for his exams next week.

Managed to achieve our goal today while the boys waited at the nearby mall. Such pretty and colourful festive. 

He’s so lucky to receive many gifts. Definitely less junk this time. 

Happy that I got this Care Bear X Sesame Street nightie. 

 

And this was just yesterday. Such unplanned stuff always works best. Pretty sky as background. Gonna try to care less, emo less and bother less. Heh.