Kini kau tiada

 

Tak perlu lagi ku merasa deritamu
Kini kau tiada
Tak perlu lagi ku di sini menantimu
Kini cinta tiada

~ Sarimah

Agar kukenal erti rindu

 

It’s going to be a chunk of stories.

Crashed sis’ house and had yummy Munah raya food.

Then we rushed home cos we had a jemputan next next door. Heh. To the jiran’s.

Super excited cos they’re like the closest one to our house and it’s our very first time with a neighbour that is that close.

Invited us at 1pm to come over evening.

Can you imagined she cooked all these from 1-8pm. 🥹

Masha Allah. Da makan takpe they tapau-ed for us too. 

We are So blessed. 

My advance mom’s day gift. 🩷

That time when we borong like 5 lippies from Dior.

So so happy and emo that we could closed Syawal with the gfs. Happy to see her progress and will keep on praying for her to be able to do things normally.

Insha Allah. And babe bought me 2 Molly tees for belated bday. ❤️

Finally managed to celebrate dad’s 77th with the complete family despite some coughing drama. 

A movie me time after so long!

It was filled with action, humor and life lessons.

Still not a fan of Remy. Heh. 

Celebrated the bf buddy too. So impromptu that we planned to go nearby but ended up in town instead. 

And a brief movie date with the niece.

So fast la over. Finding myself liking Sapik but naaah.

And yesterday had to send the husb to A&E. Such a scare.

Please Allah, no more visits to A&E pls. 🤲

Jauh

 

Stay low

 

Pretty shot by the niece. 

I can’t anymore. It has been extremely overwhelming and exhausting going through life since bulan puasa then raya. Too much huh?

Needs to take a lot of steps back.

Get un-involve with things.

Well at least for the next 4 days.

Enough of socialising for now. 

I just want to clear the house, clear the mind, clear the heart and clear the head of things that don’t matter anymore. 

Full of love

 And food.

Alhamdulillah. So so blessed. 

Yes we had guests over on a wk night so I served Nasi Lemak. Glad they had their fill. 

But they brought us all these too. Plus 3 curry puffs.

Masha Allah.

Last Monday was extremely packed.

Dad’s bday. After brief bf, went home to cook for the boys  then headed over to Mom’s. Bought kfc, cake and fruits. Quick lunch then accompanied mom for her appt. Got back to Mom’s, changed and took bus to bff’s. Thus the crocs for beraya. 

Been looking forward to this since the last time we had it. Alhamdulillah. So nice to be spending Raya with the bffs though we don’t do it annually. But glad that bff will make effort to include my house in her visiting. Together with her sis and Ah Mi. ❤️

Raya has been draining yet fulfilling, exhausting yet beaming with much needed catch-up.

And Raya continues this weekend.

Disconnected

 

Lost in mixed signals.

A connection without direction.

I don’t argue. I disappear.

Humbled

 A weekend filled with gatherings.

And I’m so humbled that many sudi come over our place.

We have been rejecting guests as we were always out visiting so we’ve decided to stay home yesterday.

Only 3 groups confirmed that they’ll be coming but we had a total of 6 groups by the end of the day.

Alhamdulillah.

Not only bibik and mamang wanted to come to my place, they even brought us goodies. 🥹

Hari Raya has been overwhelming. But semlm altho penat it was so memorable. Because cousin parked at the wrong mscp. Then bibik came and pointed at her socked feet. Eh kelakar betul laaaaa. And I just gotten rid of my slippers, crocs and left with mary janes. Luckily dia muat.

Such a gd excuse to get new crocs! 🩷

I might not be close to all of my cousins but I’m close to a handful of them. And I pray that our bonds will be stronger as our parents age.

Putting the past away

 

You could cut ties with all the lies
That you've been living in
And if you do not want to see me again
I would understand