I guess

 

Ramadan hits different every single time. 

Because of the major turning point back in 2009. So no matter which month of the year Ramadan is, it still hits me low. A whole week has passed but I only had Day 1 completed. It was a long day yesterday. From Sunny to Thunderstorm. But really Allah knows best. 

It felt rather at peace than before. No doubt still haunts me sometimes. So many questions. So many what ifs. Eh I could be sleeping for another 20min before I officially start the day but here I am pouring my confused emotions. For all that has happened, Alhamdulillah. 

the First

 We received food from our new neighbour today. 🥹

So grateful. 

Paiseh cos I didn’t have much to return except that box of frozen eclairs. 

Gotten my results today finally and Alhamdulillah.

A little cake to enjoy before Feb ends.

Almost a wk of puasa and can I say that I’m so done with Kuih Raya? Cos we ordered eh more than 6 bottles already la seh. Aha. So done!

Annual iftar 2026

 Didn’t expect that I could not puasa the 2nd day but Alhamdulillah managed to complete the 1st day of Puasa.

And the jiran without fail shared rezeki with us. 🥹

Grateful.

Annual iftar with siblings in law returned real early this time. And I couldn’t believe that our last iftar together was back in 2021. Been 5 years? Hmmm. Unless I didn’t have it on records. Heh. SIL cooked a storm as usual.

Dendeng balado, kari ayam, roti kirai, pacri, ayam grg. We brought along rojak and talad pisang while the other sil had choc moist cake and tiamisu. 

Thankful for the rezeki and more thankful for the bond we shared. 🥰