Saturday, October 24, 2026

Voices that care


 Stand tall, stand proud
Voices that care
Are crying out loud
And when you close
Your eyes tonight
Feel in your heart
                       How our love burns bright


So today we took this Halloween decorated PHV and the deco was so cute and detailed can? There’s like spideys here there, skeleton and when I complimented him on the deco he even asked if I saw the ‘ghosts’.
Anyways, this song was playing and it brought me flashbacks. All the way to more than 3 decades ago, back to pri sch. We were supposed to learn song lyrics and sing them during school assembly.


Thursday, October 22, 2026

Jumper

You could cut ties with all the lies that you’ve been living in,
And if you do not want to see me again,
I would understand .


Allah knows and that is enough. 

Sunday, October 18, 2026

It’s been….

 13 days since the last update?
I thought I wanted to wait for everything to settle down, to slow down. But no. Looks like that’s not going to happen any time soon. I received a call from Mom’s doctor to bring forward her surgery on a Fri morning and was told to rush down for a pre ad process which took 5 hours of my life. 

Then the very next day had to go to the dentist to remove her shaky tooth. Wanted to breathe a little on Sunday but had to do groceries. The haze not helping at all. 

Monday sent her for her surgery so had to do some waiting again. The next day she was to be discharged but there’s a delay. Upon reaching home saw her wound bleeding and had to rush back to A&E. Eh even now as I’m typing I can’t catch my breath. After 3 hours at the wait area, finally she was discharged. Her appt was brought forward to the day after and doc removed her dressing to look at her stitches. 


Despite heavy rain, the haze persists. 
And we don’t have any proper mask prep. 


Cousin and fam sent this over. Cheered her up a little.
While mom’s unpredictable recovery is ongoing, received a call yesterday that Obek was sent to A&E after a fall. 


Glad that we went down despite the walk being cancelled. Had some little2 freebies and a breather.
I’m not even sure if i’m doing alright.