Wednesday, September 30, 2009

The HiLLS



Last night I was watching the Hills. I kinda love the story altho it's a reality drama about the rich and that I'm nvr gonna experience it. But I'm happy at where I am right now. And I love how they actually dress up. Simple, messy hairdo yet gorgeous! :D



Anyways, last night it hit me when Audrina (the one with the brown hair) mentioned abt Justin her ex-bf. She said she loved him but she's NOT in love with him. Then I realised that was what exactly I felt. Too.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Have you heard?



Yeah! Bought the tics already last week. Can't wait to see Zed Zaidi (of all people u know)! And this time we gonna be on level 1 altho our tics are the cheapest.... Hopefully can have a full view instead of seeing the tyres dirfting only...heee! So it's a date with the sis! ;D

Friday, September 25, 2009

New Me


A new beginning...It shall be.... :D

Ache

The tummy aches because of the crunches
The calves aches because of the brisk walk and steps
The ass hurts because of the narrow squats
The toes pain because of the new shoes
but WORST
The HEART'S still badly BROKEN.......
I pray for one day that you will realise it all and how HURT it feels

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

A blessed Raya


Indeed, it was a blessed Syawal. And we can NVR take a decent family shot. :D
To all Muslim frens, hope it's not too late to wish you Slamat Ari Raye! Maaf Zahir and Batin... From the bottom of my heart.
And to partner, a HUGE CONGRATS to u! ;P

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Real Friend

So it was Songe's bday celebration. Din turn out as expected cos we couldn't send him home as planned. Had a brief dinner at Ramen Ten and he was busy digging his Yupi Burgers. Only to find a training kit exactly like the one on him now only with short sleeves. Bah! So I guess you knew now what the moral is. Nvr ever ask a girl to get you jerseys!
Anyways, hope u'll have a bashful Bday filled with so much love from Mami, Auntie, ur sis, Benjy as well as your beloved gfs! :D
And come what may, I will always be smiling like I never did before. :D

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

That's what family and friends are for...


Sis being a sweetie bought me stuff from BeardPapa, Godiva (apparently she requested for chocs meant for the Heartbroken) and even Magnum Ice Cream!
Tell me how do I not move on with my life when it's filled with so so so much love from friends too. The cards, flowers, this lil Mr Bear in Pink, the hugs especially and basically your being there for me. It helped me so much in moving on.

a HUGE THANK YOU! Your care and concern as well as your love has been infinitely appreciated by me.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Hanging in There

And so it's officially over. The future will not happen and I'm trying my best to move on. I guess it's for the better especially when it has to happen during this Fasting mth.


Nevertheless, I realised that there are so many of you who are very concerned about me. And at that, I am very thankful and really appreciate it. Thank you so much.


Of course to my family. I am very sorry to disappoint my parents but they backed me up instead. My sis for that comforting pat.


To BFFs, thanks alot for being there for me without fail since ages ago. Yes Sid, I cried when I heard your voice cos it's been so long and you kinda call at the time that I really need you. Fai, for catching up with me and giving me all the strength I could need more than ever.


Partner, for crying along with me and for your hugs. I need that. Badly.

Boss, for making sure that I know that I am not alone in this.

Mags, for that hug and such. :D

Babes InIn and Lynda, thank you for pushing me up again. Making laugh like nothing happened. Those chats and words of encouragement. Thanks babes!


Ah Nian and these two dudes...We met up accidentally and had a sweet reunion. Thank you! Let's do it again soon ya!





And then when sis came home last night, she got a surprise for me. This PINK gerbera and the lil card filled with strong words. Thanks Kak Sham! I smiled instantly when I looked at it! :D













Syawal ni, I will have a new beginning. At least for now, I know what I really really want.
Alhamdulillah. :)


Thursday, September 10, 2009

In Love

Now, I don't want to lose you
but I don't want to use you
just to have somebody by my side
And I don't want to hate you,
I don't want to take you
but I don't want to be the one to cry.
And that don't really matter to anyone anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
and I keep seeing you walk through that door.
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just aint enough.
Now, I could never change youI don't want to blame you.
Baby, you don't have to take the fall.
Yes, I may have hurt you, but I did not desert you.
Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder
it makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth,
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
And there's no way home
when it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
And do you feel me beside you in your bed,
there beside you, where I used to lay?
And there's a danger in loving somebody too much,
and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.
Baby, sometimes, love just ain't enough.
Baby, sometimes, love... it just ain't enough.
So in love with this song that I listened to it umpteen times on the way to work daily.

Monday, September 7, 2009

And So?

And so the Pastamania delivery was darn late on last Sat until Sis decided that it'd be the one and only time she gonna order from them. We made the call at 5+ and they called us saying delivery will be at 6.30pm. Close to 7 still no sign of the rider. Called them three times to be exact and saw a chinese guy rushing out of a cab at the carpark. Didn't expect him to be the delivery guy and was panting at our door close to 7.09PM...Buka time mind you!
Anyways, miraculously managed to whip up a total of 5 cookies over the weekend! And mom still ambitiously would like to do Pineapple tarts, Makmur, Kachiputan, Bidaran & Rempenyek! Somebody take me away pls.....

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Current Obsession


Sis changed the channel into Channel U. So you'd have known that Channel U shows plenty of Korean dramas and what with the Dual mode so you can listen to the way they speak naturally.

She changed the channel and pressed the Dual button persistently but the language did not change. The characters still conversing in Chinese.


Then I got to know that it is in fact a Chinese series. Duh! Nevermind about that cos for now I am totally obsessed with this series. Not that the guy was cute (alrite he's SUPER DUPER cute despite the bushy eyebrows!) and the girl was so naive and willing to let others treat her lowly but because the storyline and the shooting scenes were totally different than the usual Channel 8 'auntie' dramas that evolve around HDB and Hawker centres. Yucks!


Anyways, at work I saw this lil girl's display pic and realised that the guy seems so familiar. So there u go! This is the guy that she had been drooling over even during work. haha. Geez!


And last night I realised something abt Cunxi. He tends to shout and scream when he wants something badly. Such a spoilt rich brat! He thot he will get what he wants by screaming at others??


EHEM! I think I am as plain as Xinyi but I do not think that I can be like her. Do things for others just so that person will feel happy while I cry in my sleep. Oklah maybe once in a while but not all the time like she does. Now that she's changed, I'm looking forward to the ending of the series.


Till then let's enjoy the appearance of Anson, I mean Cunxi, for the rest of Fasting Mth. heee.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

My Fave Teacher

He was my all time fave PE and Maths teacher. He would 'bribe' us with army ghost/ fishing expedition stories if we were able to finished our sums quick. He rode a red bike to school.

And so more than 10 years ago before the millenium begins, I wrote a poem for him and it was published in the papers. To that I've received a souvenir pen for my poem contribution. Not sure if he saw it published but my chemistry teacher did and told me all about it. Ooops!

Anyways, here it goes. A poem from the bottom of the heart of a high school teenager:
Here's a photo of him taken during our Prom Night (back in 1999??). Proudly donning the school's tie. hee!


And here's a latest I could find of him. Currently teaching PE and coaching Sepak Takraw at Unity Sec. Ur smile never changed a bit. :D

To Mr Azman Wajiman, wishing you a Marvellous Teacher's Day!